I hate my job.

But only on certain days at certain times. I like most of the people I work with, and I even like a lot of the regular customers I see. What I don't like is doing the same thing damn near every day, even though I'm pretty sure all of the managers know that I would like to do different jobs within the store. I think it's time for me to move on, but I'm scared of change sometimes, no matter how necessary I think it is. I can already see that I'm going to hate my job a lot more in the coming months because I will have to work one or two nights a week. I hated nights when I was in high school, and I still hate them now. If all I have to do is clean for my whole shift, I will be bored out of my mind. When I get bored, I don't want to be there anymore, but I won't be able to leave because I can't pay my bills if I don't make any money. I don't want to find a new job just yet because next semester I may not need to work as much, and I don't know if my new employer will be as flexible with my schedule as McDonald's is now. I guess I will have to suck it up and try to put up with this shit, and hopefully not get myself fired. I can feel myself turning into one of those employees I hate...the ones who whine all the time until they get what they want. I don't know how this will come out, but I need to find a way to have enough patience to deal with it until such time as I can afford to tell them to fuck off. It's not really in my nature to burn my bridges so I probably won't actually say that, but it will feel great to know I could if I wanted to.

Why don't I ever blog?

I guess I don't think of it very often. I tend to keep my thoughts to myself, and if I want to tell them to someone, I will wait until I can speak to someone directly. It's too bad I don't have a huge pile of money sitting around somewhere, cuz I sure don't want to go to work tomorrow. Anyone care to make a donation?