I hate my job.
But only on certain days at certain times. I like most of the people I work with, and I even like a lot of the regular customers I see. What I don't like is doing the same thing damn near every day, even though I'm pretty sure all of the managers know that I would like to do different jobs within the store. I think it's time for me to move on, but I'm scared of change sometimes, no matter how necessary I think it is. I can already see that I'm going to hate my job a lot more in the coming months because I will have to work one or two nights a week. I hated nights when I was in high school, and I still hate them now. If all I have to do is clean for my whole shift, I will be bored out of my mind. When I get bored, I don't want to be there anymore, but I won't be able to leave because I can't pay my bills if I don't make any money. I don't want to find a new job just yet because next semester I may not need to work as much, and I don't know if my new employer will be as flexible with my schedule as McDonald's is now. I guess I will have to suck it up and try to put up with this shit, and hopefully not get myself fired. I can feel myself turning into one of those employees I hate...the ones who whine all the time until they get what they want. I don't know how this will come out, but I need to find a way to have enough patience to deal with it until such time as I can afford to tell them to fuck off. It's not really in my nature to burn my bridges so I probably won't actually say that, but it will feel great to know I could if I wanted to.


1 Comments:
Don't tell them ALL to fuck off, just tell Becky that :) and videotape it?? LOL - Jim's last day will be tomorrow, and I don't know if you knew that, but now you do. Just be vigilant in looking for other stuff.. get all over that pharm tech stuff.. someone that does that has to quit SOMEDAY, and then whalah you have a new job :) -- McDonald's sucks, well not mcdonalds as a whole.. just the fuck-ups they let remain in management I guess ;) lol ... Ok, prolly should head for bed. Have a good night..
Angel (again)
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